Frustration
Alright so I'm starting to get really frustrated with Blogger. Every time I try to sign in it says that my password is wrong so I change it, sign in, and the next time I try it's says that it's wrong again! GRRRR!!! Other then that life is going pretty good. Obviously yesterday was the fourth of July, and I had a really good one. I had a BBQ with my family, and Josh and Michael. It was pretty fun. We played basketball after lunch...well the boys played and I watched. I did play one on one with Josh...which of course he won. I'm not much of a sporty girl. Then we went to a party thing at this guy named Taylor's house. That was really fun too. All the boys went and played basketball and Erika and I watched. It's really cute to see the guys getting all competitive. Then later we went up to this ridge thing to watch the fireworks. We couldn't really see much, but it was cool getting to hang out with everyone. It's always nice to do things like that with youth people. Kinda reuniting everyone since all the crap happened in May. I really think that the youth group is gonna be ok. I was kinda worried about it for a while, but I think everyone is really starting to make it their own again. Plus I've noticed that a lot of people are getting over...or at least working on getting over...everything and that's the first step. Once people move on, then I think God is really gonna be able to make us grow. Like Erika said to me today " you can't grow in God until you forgive." OK that's probably not the exact quote but it's pretty close. So all of that is really exciting. God's also really been working with me on getting relationships right in my life. I hate when God does that...but I always love the results. Like it's never fun going through the actual process but once it's over I'm glad for it. It's cool how faithful God is in bringing friends that you need into your life. Like there's a certain person who I've been really getting close to lately. And I think it's a God thing. I mean we're starting to really be there for each other. Like today for example I was in this really downer mood and I wasn't sure why. Well they called and we started talking and laughing and they totally cheered me up. It wasn't like we were talking about anything really deep either. But they were making me laugh and it just really cheered me up. I love relationships like that. Recently I kinda "lost" a friend who use to do that for me. And it's just really cool that God brought me someone who doesn't take the place of this other friend...but really helps fill that spot. I'm really learning that God is faithful. Not just in my personal life, but just in general. If you just wake up and listen to Him and what He's telling you to do...even if it hurts...He's not gonna let you down. He's gonna be there to help you through everything. So even though I'm sad that it seems like I've lost one friend...and no one will be able to take their place...God's already helping me by bringing in someone else. I just love that about my God. Alright, I seriously didn't mean to get into all that on my blog! I suppose this is one of those times when I'm processing things on the internet!